finally finished my top & cuff for @tiesto ☺💞🎶✨🚀🌎🌛💫💓🌈⚡🌀⭐🌞🌝 #canitbetuesdayalready #tiesto #dancelife #sanjose #sjsu #clublife #maximalcrazy #lethemusicspeak #plur #lunasea #kandi #kandikids #stfu #peace #love #universe #planets #space #psycheldic #rainbow #happy #butterfly #hearts #yinyang #free #beauty #edm #trance #progressive #house #electro #bass #90s

finally finished my top & cuff for @tiesto ☺💞🎶✨🚀🌎🌛💫💓🌈⚡🌀⭐🌞🌝 #canitbetuesdayalready #tiesto #dancelife #sanjose #sjsu #clublife #maximalcrazy #lethemusicspeak #plur #lunasea #kandi #kandikids #stfu #peace #love #universe #planets #space #psycheldic #rainbow #happy #butterfly #hearts #yinyang #free #beauty #edm #trance #progressive #house #electro #bass #90s



🐵🐵🐵💜💗💙 #disneynight #disneymovies #lovethem #brotherbear #lionking #mulan #disney #papi #fridaynight #happy #thankful #gamenight #family

🐵🐵🐵💜💗💙 #disneynight #disneymovies #lovethem #brotherbear #lionking #mulan #disney #papi #fridaynight #happy #thankful #gamenight #family



Love

Ipod on blast. I don’t know what it is about trance music that always brings tears to my eyes. It literally takes hold of my mind body and soul. It’s like it takes away all my worries and anything negative. It gives me chills and it just really makes my day so much better. Music really can cure anything.





Royal drive, Santa Clara Ca

So I was trying to figure out my facebook login and password because the only reason I have a facebook is to keep up with family and my close friends. I have multiple facebooks because I always forget my passwords and I can’t click “forgot password” because I always forget my email passwords as well. Yea that’s me. So anyways I just kept guessing and trying and I logged into one of my OLD facebooks and it was one of the facebooks I made a little over a year and a half ago. And once I logged in I instantly smiled.

There were just too many pictures of my past. Memories in my old apartment on Royal Drive, Santa Clara Ca. As I clicked on the album named “Family,friends, and throughout the years” I noticed so many pictures that I honestly don’t even remember taking. But I know I took them. Pictures of my little sisters and they look so young :( now that I look at them they’re are growing up soo fast. It makes me sad really. But at the same time I’m so proud. They are becoming such beautiful young ladies. They always knew how to make me laugh and were always there when times were a little bumpy.

As I go through hundreds of pictures it really makes me happy and sad at the same time. It doesn’t seem that long ago. But when I think about it really is such a long time ago. My sister who is now in her second year of high school is growing up way too fast. And my youngest sister Daisy who is now in 7th grade and is literally taller than me. Daisy, the one who loves animals with all her heart and soul, who hated makeup and always had her hair in a ponytail my tom-boy sister; who just recently started asking me to do her makeup and she starts curling her hair and dresses up. Where has time gone?

While I’m going through all these pictures it really brings tears to my eyes. There was just so much happiness and I can see how my sisters grow each and every year. I can honestly say the time I was living at royal drive were really my happiest days…..



I can’t wait to start my life here. This will be my new home, time to make new memories and start a new chapter of my life. Fell in love with this Spanish style house on an island in a forest with the ocean as my backyard. There’s nothing like #cali but I honestly cannot wait to be here. #bittersweet #spanishstylehome #florida #summer #beach #happy #newchapter #partyhouse #forest #love #family #goingaway #pool #sunsets #ocean #beach🌴☀✨🍉💛🌸👙😍☺🎶🎈🐚🌺🌾🐬🐳🐠🐟🐙🇺🇸🚀🌈🌅🚤⛵⛲🎡🌇🌆🏠 (Taken with Instagram)

I can’t wait to start my life here. This will be my new home, time to make new memories and start a new chapter of my life. Fell in love with this Spanish style house on an island in a forest with the ocean as my backyard. There’s nothing like #cali but I honestly cannot wait to be here. #bittersweet #spanishstylehome #florida #summer #beach #happy #newchapter #partyhouse #forest #love #family #goingaway #pool #sunsets #ocean #beach🌴☀✨🍉💛🌸👙😍☺🎶🎈🐚🌺🌾🐬🐳🐠🐟🐙🇺🇸🚀🌈🌅🚤⛵⛲🎡🌇🌆🏠 (Taken with Instagram)



#ilovethiscity #lucy #destiny #longhair #mixedgirls #asiangirls #latina #happy #dancing #electro #house #rave #dayone #bayarea

#ilovethiscity #lucy #destiny #longhair #mixedgirls #asiangirls #latina #happy #dancing #electro #house #rave #dayone #bayarea



#girls #ladies #ilovethiscity #rave #hats #dayone #fun #california #bayarea #function #smile #rave #happy

#girls #ladies #ilovethiscity #rave #hats #dayone #fun #california #bayarea #function #smile #rave #happy



#ilovethiscity #dayone #mixedgirls #asian #bayarea #longhair #happy #smile

#ilovethiscity #dayone #mixedgirls #asian #bayarea #longhair #happy #smile



Love him💙 #happy (Taken with instagram)

Love him💙 #happy (Taken with instagram)



Full Moon

I never really have the time to write on my tumblr anymore, well at least not as much as I used to. Life is hectic now, no sleep, being a grownup sucks .I’ve had a tumblr for about five years now and my only purpose is to have infinite scroll as my theme so I can scroll scroll scroll and see different times of my life and pick out certain pieces and reminisce or block out certain parts I don’t really want to remember. Some things I see and it’s like I’ve really went through that? like it feels like a dream or faint memories but I guess thats what memories are, little parts of your past life flashes around and you think about it for a few minutes, smile and then go on with your daily routine. You know they happened, it was epic, and then reality kicked in and it’s now…today, the present. I’ve learned so much. God I can’t get over how pathetic I was at a point. But it’s just something I’ll always block out, try and forget but still using that as a tool for my future. Knowing what I went through and finding the strength within myself to carry myself on. Things were always up and down, some times were amazing some nights were hard to sleep. I guess you really do have to be at your absolute lowest to reach your highest peak. I am now content with life, I’m happy, I’m myself. I know where I want to be in life and that’s all that matters. Tonight is a beautiful full moon and at midnight it will be my 20th birthday. Spending my night with the three most important ladies in my life. And I couldn’t be any happier. 10 more weeks and we will be in the sunshine state. I can’t wait. It’s only the beginning.



Happy dez.

Happy dez.







ladybug dress <3

ladybug dress <3